HERE

i'm posting here for now. we'll see how it goes.

hiatus

YEP, i'm on hiatus. no motivation to blog,so don't expect me to. my life is spent on youtube these days. sshh! yep yep. i finally found someone to go one forever about my new obsession. haha. and he gets paid for it, in a way. no complaints.
there's a godforsaken storm brewing, hell knows what is gna happen.
i'm gna do my 66 qns now, wish me luck

timetable

i want a new blogskin. this one kinda succks.
i just realised, by comparing. 3A ends lessons later then other classes. lessons end at 2.25 for 3 days, other classes only one day, thursday. ah shitz.
there's sch tmr. die. i haven't gotten ng gh's answer yet. i'll probably say acjc, and if by some wierdass chance i can't make it, singapore poly or smth. those got reputation one luh. at most i'll ask other people what they think. haha.

update

ah,i haven't updated in 2 weeks. sorry. xmas is alr over and a new year is about to start. a decade has ended. yay. haha. let's try to catch up.
band band band. what else? okay some stuff. i continued watching suju vids. now i'm considering watching other band ones. haha. and i can now name all of them! lol. random. and all i can say is i prefer some of them to others.
xmas party at alicias was fun. played games, mahjong. left last. suzanne left damn early for MALAYSIA. jasmine and ming left at arnd 6, xuan not long after and i left after dinner at 8+. yup. you want details go find alicia's blog. it's long over now.
eliz went to jakarta.haha. just popped into my head. okay now is random news.
yuri directly handpainted her iphone. it's nice. haha, a skull with a bullet shot, which is where the camera is.
my nice sticks are with liz.
i'm quite bankrupt now.
i haven't bought all school books.
orientation ytd was okay, form teacher is ng guo hui.
parents night was fun, but quite tiring. party poppers! i popped 5.
nothing new.....okay i thought of smth. my fave sj members.
wait. i pretty much like all of them. not so much is shiwon, kangin,shindong. and mayybe kibum and kyuhyun. fave few would be heechul hankyung ryeowook eunhyuk. i'm not in the mood for raving about them now. maybe some time next year. haha. happy 2010 in advance

before leaving

guess what. i spend the entire night meant for sleeping before going malaysia, watching youtube videos. that's not all. i spent like more than 6 hours, watching suju vids. hey,not my fault that someone wanted th songs, so i got curious and googled the members. cause i don't know them in general. and it got me to....

Explorations of Human Body

sounds abit retarded but it's quite nice really. 2nd last ep was OMG. not the whole thing. more of like part 3/4. seriously. shock. goes on fr 6 whole minutes. duh i won't tell you what. you can go watch yrself. i have new faves frm th grp alr! haha. but can't be bothered now. even though i'm not sleepy. it feels like i'm doing this at 10 or smth. seriously. maybe computers/ funny vids make you want to sleep less. anyway, going to leave the house in 10 mins. wish me a good trip!

pressies!

decided to list out my wants this year. out of self indulgence. cause it's good to know what you want. even if i usually don't.

• converse high tops in NON NEON colours unlike those alicia likes
• dark skinnies
• hoodie, or even better,section hoodie
• get ear pierced.AGAIN. 3rd time alr. i might as well pierce somewhere else on my ear.
• moneyy! haha. cause band peeps are not entitled time to get a part time job. until maybe graduation.
• giant soft toy to hug, although i prefer hugging baby cousin. HAH
• sweets and chocolates. dark okay, white is overrated and not chocolate at all
• new phone. die alr, now i don't even know if i want a touch screen one or one like a blackberry. haha. see, being fickleminded again.
• new drumsticks! no lah, i've had quite enough of them for now. something related. actually i have no idea, this just popped in to my head. you can go try your luck if you get it right.
• the school to decide that sew on badges are totally unneccessary and make our nice pinafores look like rubbish, esp cause not everyone's going to sew with a sewing machine.
• singapore weather to suddenly change to that in europe! haha. people will think 2012 arrived ahead of time,freak out and idk, commit suicide, hoping to avoid a worse death. omg i sound sadistic.
• miraculously become neater. yes, i'm messy. esp when it comes to books.
• nice nice grades for the rest of my life, and keep getting the moe scholarship $$. it's ALOT okay..
• laptop.haha. not that anyone but my parents will buy it for me. and even then they'er hesitating.
• new bag. i'm still not sure what kind. crumpler? haha. but i think they're severly overpriced.
• band u to be nice. and NOT A BLOODY SKIRT. who cares if we're in a girl's school, most of us act more like boys anyway. .....*thinks*...okay... maybe we aren't that physical, or rowdy. but we don't behave like ladies most of the time, yeah?
• grow to 180 and diminish any chances of wearing heels without people like alicia saying that smth is wrong with me. HAHA. that was SARCASTIC okay. i still want my right to wear heels, even if it's far far away in the future. my current height is good enough. seeing that no one remotely near my age is taller than me.

i'm done! haha. but if anyone wants to give me smth else, you can! haha.

i think clothes are kinda much to ask for, esp shoes, when my size is harder to get. stupid asian sizes. how sad is it when i'm not fat but i have XL shirts in my cupboard? very. this is one reason why i prefer american or european sizes. there,i'm like just above average. here i'm somewhere up there in the no man's land.

logistics meeting ytd. saw sheryl at redhill bus stop, so took 145 to harbourfront tgt. went up to sky park. saw alicia and rachel, then saw yijun. was v sunny, so went bk to discuss. talk talk talk fr a couple of hours. some where downstairs got music playing. at first was bad romance, then k pop songs. andd....alicia and rachel started going k pop crazy by dancing/singing along, esp during chorus. omg pls, so embaressing. surprisingly alicia couldnt recognise the start of sorry sorry. shocking.
went toys r us. they played, and embaressed themselves again. rachel left, then went candy empire and stuff. blah blah. saw jelnell and christine, they didnt join us. then went skypark to talk/play. played handyplus. at first i keep on getting hit, but afterwards almost no one hitting. haha. then arnd 4-5 everyone homed. all took 145. 3 of them gossiped about someone. alicia complained as to why perc didn't know. haha.
alicia wants some xmas party thing. i want sleep over! haha. although we probably won't sleep.but i no more $$ for presents alr. 30 bucks. at most. crappp.
i think i should start thinking about what i want for xmas. or not. cause i usually don't get them. due to a lot of over priced-ness and wanting of clothes. haha.

staying up

i stayed up till like 5. without a proper reason. so i think i wanna go sleep now.

new moon

i think caius frm new moon is kinda hot. haha.funny thing is, i don't think he talked at all during th movie.he reminds me of legolas frm lord of the rings. except evil. maybe i suddenly like guy characters with light hair. maybe.
went to holding sch at arnd 11. talked with alicia sheryl and yijun fr a bit before being told that wong wouldnt come until like 2. so went general office to ask fr keys. stupid alicia screamed at the statue....then went to get keys frm th guard. mistook some huge room fr band room.haha. was like OMG. then we found th real room. so dissapointing. maybe arnd the audi size, slightly smaller? so yeah. did some measurements and stuff. played arnd. service rm is big. but kinda like prison. then left fr lunch arnd 130. ate at long johns. talked talked. sheryl is DAMN sick okay. impression of her ttly gone alr. wont say why. jasmine came fr a bit before we all took 145, yijun got off, then sheryl. we got off at vivo and met eliz. we mentioned someth v shocking to alicia. so at vivo she kinda walked off. haha. got tickets fr new moon at gvmax. then met myzah. talked abit. only myzah didnt really know who we were talking about. haha.
watched movie. its okay. but i officially don't like bella edward alr. it's boring an abit irritating sometimes. most epic part of th movie. the running. with bella in a blue dress and everyth in slo mo. everyone was like wtf? seriously. i think jacob v pitiful and edward is a total jerk in th movie, so no i prefer jacob. edward is sup. mean to jacob in new moon luh pls. i teared only once, and that was when werewolf jacob looked at bella with th v pitiful look. haha. i think jasper is quite nice now too. at first it was okay only. but at least i like his lines in th movie. like how he manipulated bella's emotions fr alice but seemed jokingly sry afterwards, and about how it would be nice not to want to kill bella all th time. alice is still cute from twilight. rosalie is nt v pretty as a blonde. the actress looks better as a brunette. some parts of th movie abit abstract, like how that clearwater dude died. i wanna see what seth looks like. if he's not likeable i think i'll hate th movie people.
that girl frm th volturi, cant remember her name now, th blonde girl. her clothes are like wth. cause, she's not supposed to be a kid right? cause kid vampires are forbidden. oh yeah.jane. haha. only her clothes are like a black KNEE LENGTH clock with WHITE STOCKINGS and those v small girl shoes. like th ppg kind. i'm like wth,make her more grown up can.
i like th eye colours in th movie. it's damn obvious on some people, like esme. but some others pull if off quite naturally. i want those contacts to play! haha.
i just checked to see if caius was correct. he's bloody married. i didnt even know any of the voluri were married. okay maybe someone mentioned it in th book,but still. and he hates werewolves, to th point of wanting to make them extinct. haha/.ironic much.


after movie went fr dinner.bought macs with alicia and myzah. jasmine and eliz went to find food fr v long. i walked BAREFOOT over th stupid stone to find them cause alicia said i was going to on th phone. then changed location. talked alot. called xuan. laughed. ALOT. alicia passed th phone to myzah and told her it was tan. haha. myzah was like why do you sound like a guy? lol. then eliz went off to chat privately on her phone. alicia said her sis suddenly became her dad, and started saying daddy. haha. homed after a while. cant be bothered with details.

new moon is out today. i finally remembered. i wanna watch it, even if it's a waste of money. btw, bella and edward are no longer on my list of fave pairings, just because i kinda got sick of them and realised i really prefer alice and jasper, whose characters fall under the typical pairings i like. =P short drabble.
i have no idea what the hell to do fr th band arrangement and stuff. i'm serious.
i want a super big soft toy to hug. it's not the same with a pillow. some one buy fr me =D



oh and btw. i forgot where are my links. you want them, you tag and tell me. otherwise it won't be here unless i alr remember them.

i want new icons for th blogskin. help me find!

alicia's birthday!! haha. a few days late. woke up kinda early. took bus t vivo. some tourist asked me where th stop was. met suzanne. walked arnd to get alicia's pressie. 50 bucks okay. i swear alicia you owe us big time. then took train to jurong east to meet jasmine, cmz and xuan. they had pressies with them! plus cake. then transfer to bukit batok to meet alicia and liz. alicia said she was "shopping fr food". sounds wierd. went to find them luh. eliz came and said alicia was trying to puke in the toilet, but can't. she only puked out bile. so alicia was away fr a while. sent jasmine, cmz and xuan to eliz house first cause alicia didn't know they were going. bought some food and cabbed to eliz house. andddd.....first funny part of the day. at the door, with eliz in th kitchen keeping the food and me standing at looking in, and everyone taking off shoes. alicia stoned. and blinked. cos 3 of them were just sitting in th living room looking back. haha, super funny. gave pressies to her. ahh. it's blooody ex. pers section's one. plus chocolates, plus 50$ cake. only abt 8 people celebrating. then went down to play pool. jasmine learnt how to play pool later on. a few sick jokes,attempts at distraction, etc. went to the pool with eliz jasmine and suzanne. eliz teased jasmine fr like being v model-ish by playing with th water. suzanne left at arnd 1.
went to pool with jasmine to sit and talk. 2nd time or so xuan came along. walked, talked, tried to find th playground. found it and went back. they were STILL playing pool. and k had already arrived. then after a few more walked decided to go fr lunch at macs. walked quite a bit. some cat freaked alicia out by walking towards her even though she decided to detour.
perc section didn't eat much. alicia and jasmine ate a burger each. which doesn't sound like much but it took them forever. alicia kept saying v implied stuff to cmz when jasmine was eating. i drank coffee with alot of sugar and creamer. haha. then walked back. went eliz house to play. played some games, truth or dare. gambled. which involved discussion as to who made a country bankrupt, some one's relative who owns casino, and a future dealer at the IR. LOL. yeah luh. mainly played. then alot of parent calls came in. haha. then had cake and homed. not before alicia was given/forced with a crumpler. like she wanted. she wanted to refuse. bloody hell. it's her luck that rich people got invited to th party. seriously. then trained home with jasmine cmz and xuan. v awkard silence. haha. jasmine anyhow say some building is th holding sch. then homed, and SLEPT. haha.

random

i think there's smth wrong with either
-online maps, or
-the structuring of schools.
because... if you compare stc with st marg's, or js, or barker. they have about the same size. which is wth cause our school just seems rather pathetic. holding school seems damn humungous with way too much empty space. i swear. i made all the maps zoom in at 10 and th sizes are damn close.

STC

BARKER

HOLDING SCH

JS

ST MARG'S

i'm like bloody serious lor. see, i even left the zoom scroll thing. this is twisted. i think it's both the sch and the map. our sch doesn't know proper architecture to seem larger. or maybe it's the place. being on a hill doesn't help it to seem grand and majestic-ish. like some other schools do. yup i'm being random. this came from me checking out where was barker cause i'm going there on wednesday fr a concert! WHEE!!


i hope crescent hasn't kept their short skirts. it's kinda rather obscene. coming from a girl who's actually used to girl's shortening uniforms. i'm serious. th short skirts on stage just disturb me.
i'm done posting. the pics made this post longer than it is. alicia's 14th tmrw. who else to include? present not bought. =P

movie and js

movie on th 25th

wednesday went watch movie with alicia. sister's keeper. at first cancelled, but alicia called me that morning to ask me to go. were on same train, but alicia missed the stop at outram to transfer. O.o thankfully not late for movie.
was quite sad luh, th movie. felt like slapping the mum sometimes. seriously. but yeah. teared abit, and heard alicia sniffling. asked if she was crying nvr answer me. best part, this person didn't know th movie was based on a book. someone buy me the book, i think it's gna be better than th movie. or more tear-worthy. after movie walked around abit. alicia got asked to test something out, you know like for nails or smth. walked walked, went skypark. at first didn't want to take off shoes, but tempted to, so i did. haha, super troublesome though. then went to find alexis and her friend. can't spell name, so i won't. bought some stuff at page one then went bk a while. shared fries with alicia, left at 4+.

JS on th 26th

woke up, then texted jasmine. since they going over later, i decided to sleep more and shower. then went out. jasmine was at commonwealth forever, so i went js alone first. just nice their break. then they had sectional drills. all they do is turn. ebby says that they learnt how to check dressing but never do it, and they don't march on th spot. it was okay luh, a bit better than band drills. told ebby sectional drills are supposed to be more strict than whole band. blah blah. jasmine came during the drills. practiced some of th songs with them. etc etc. normal stuff. they have A BLOODY LOT OF BREAKS okay. got food one somemore. still say we very strict. i think they prac as much as they break lor, esp when mr ee is arnd. ms tan came in to say some stuff. turned on metronome, no one listened. ms tan say it's typical of percussionists. .....
a certain drumset player never seems to play below ff even when he doesn't have to. mallets is okay, but slack abit so quite easy to miss. then auditions was messy, they kept getting distracted. rolling...which they can do but apparently stc can't. something ms tan said a few times. argh. whatever. then stuff, and packed up and left. me and jasmine left first cause the rest took damn long. saw some of the barker guys at mrt station. jasmine saw first, i thought she was talking about js guys cos she just said acs. then i saw kelly. haha. thought about what alicia would do if she was arnd. went down, and saw xuan when jasmine walked over. got into same cabin. talked abit. told him jasmine was going commonwealth to buy clothes. didn't believe us, i think cause i was laughing. argh... i'm jealous about their jap trip. 4 days of NON-BAND STUFF. not really luh, but like 4 days of slack. then yeah. transfer train at raffles, he waited with us for the train to come before leaving. still have to add "i'm such a nice guy right?". LOL. then took train back t tiong fr dinner. END. =D

I WANT A FIVE WORD QUOTE TO REPLACE ONE SPARK STARTS THE FIRE!

tyvm. hah, it's a new blogskin, AGAIN. something is seriously wrong with me. changed last friday at cousin's house, while they were playing Wii. the dinner was kinda rubbish, but then went macs to play. haha. it's a TRADITION, broken only if it's a sunday and there's school the next day. anyway after macs decided to just sleep at mel's place. stayed up kinda late, about 3. apparently mel and hong stayed up till 6. power. but seriously, staying up late twice in one week was kinda tiring, so i was the first to stop doing anything. not that i did much in the first place.
i wanted to write about some theory of mine, but i forgot what it was. one day i'll remember. there's nothing much to write about. so much more when there's band and stuff. and i missed out on class outing, cause i was at mel's place, and had no money to spare. =P

band camp

it was fun! haha. reached kinda early. fall in, sectional drills, got abit sore throat. then lunch and games and stuff. bbq rather sucked, because perc had no food. the thing we had most was bananas. everyone took everything else. we had 4 chicken wings, 4 fishballs, more than 10 small bananas, one jar of nutella, some sweet potatoes, some nuggets, a few sausages. thank god some people offered, like zihwei! haha. but still went kinda hungry. got th farewell thing fr seniors. only our section had alot of tears, got jasmine, yuri suzanne and maybe eliz. i was like HUH??!?! don't cry! haha.
then dismissed fr shower. was abit slow in the showers cos 1 1/2 teams went to a shower with maximum 3 cubicles to use and some people wanted a proper shower and heater. yifang and patricia shared, i was next to them to wait fr them to throw the hose over. there was a CAT! haha. then watched abit of madagascar before wong told us to watch some football thing. our empress fell asleep within the first 5 minutes. O.o
then can go sleep, but didn't. we started watching jennifer's body, which eliz brought. then wong came and told us since it was nc16, we can't watch, so stop. and we did, and watched knowing, with this creepy girl. then we started watching the movie again. i swear it does not deserve nc16 as a rating. lesbianism, killing only. not even that gorish. not explicit either. abit of swearing. nvr show like intestines or anything. but i was okay. jen died and her bff went to an asylum, and she can FLYYY! WOO! haha. snacked alot during the movie. coke at night! then eliz and alicia went to steal choco rolls. given by wong. one whole box of it. then they did something else, while i tried to sleep.
next morning, breakfast, then prizegiving. no promotion ceremony, i think cause too little people. cleaned up as well. then decided to go js. with alexis, sushan, all 3 empresses and a few others i can't remember. waited a while, then went tiong to drop off some bags and eat. then trained to newton.
was kinda awkward at first. the small boy told us(me, jas, sushan) that girls don't belong here, go back. second time he kena caught by tan. and apologized. they ran through th trash can thing. abit messy at times, but overall quite okay luh. then SOMEONE hit a pingpong ball damn high, i must stand 3 chairs and stretch. and ebenezer just HAD to say that i didn't dare go up cause there were guys around. as though i don't wear shorts or anything. and he told everyone to look away or something. just because i was in school u. rolled my eyes at that. seriously. kept bugging me to go get it before too. jeez.
they ran through, then went to the hall to run through with the band. why the hell is their performing arts hall larger than our school hall?!?! as in the one with seating, like concert hall. reminded me abit of SCH. seats slope up somemore. i'm bloody jealous. we watched them play, commented among ourselves, etc. then alicia and phoebe came. watched them somemore. i swear they play no kick one, esp perc. i said like is it all acs guys must stare score? tambourine must stare, drumset must stare. haha. we were all like, zzz, drumset no kick. but i guess it's okay luh. then they were dismissed to fall in. their drills are like ?!?!? blossom wanted to die. she was like OMG they're like moving, etc etc. haha, bloody hilarious. then almost went newton to eat, but didn't. walked to train with jasmine, sushan, alicia, her jie and one other person. who dissapeared after a while. haha. talked abit. i mentioned the 8 days magazine on the train. alicia's jie asked us to shut up. and alicia was like don't you see yrself everyday? lols. me and jasmine got off at tiong and i homed.
i realised we keep going to newton, or more like acs. don't ask me why, i just follow.
acsj's honour's day is tmrw. but alicia sushan not going, so i'm not either. =P

friday the 13th

it's supposed to be a suay day isn't it? but i think cause whoever it is that controls this stuff couldn't arrow us that day, they arrowed us the next day! whoops! this is a few days late. but still... i'm still posting. so don't complain.
saturday, woke up at like 6+. felt like i was the one going for band, and not to watch people. but whatever. got ready and trained to newton. met sushan and jasmine and joy, walked to newton food centre to hitch ride frm alicia's dad. reached there, not sure if can go in, so jasmine asked CMZ whether can. at first not sure, so we sat outside and talk/stoned. then they let us in for 5 minutes, where they run through sock hop. we were like wtf?!?! esp for perc, cos got no kick at all. like tambourine must look at score, drumset like not power enough,etc. then they moved out. we stood around for a bit, bought some food, jasmine got like lots of money to buy from some generous person. then we got BANANA CAKE. i'm telling you, they told us BANANA. then when they opened it i was like, UH, why got orange stuff inside? apparently it was carrot, so none of us ate it. push to other people. the performance was okay, not SUPERRR fun, but not bad luhs. i like barker fanfare. i want a STC fanfare, except the name sounds wierd. sock hop initial player had problem with the rhythm, so ben lam took over, quite well too! haha. then we helped them move back. they put STICKS in their COWBELL. seriously. but yeah. then they packed up and stuff. talked talked, waited for something to happen. some of them went to haunted house, alicia, jasmine,CMZ, and some other guys. sushan and i waited, with jacob. yups.
oh oh oh, i think suzanne, jacob and alicia have extreme views on appearance. suzanne says BL is ugly, jacob says the same to K, and alicia says "xuan xuan" looks like a girl. when i totally don't think it's half as bad as they think.
we tried to get in through the back i think. and it was damn hot and stuffy.
our two perc people came out traumatized. and in total shock. went back bandroom fr the aircon. talked, discussed, played some games. some played FOOTBALL IN TH BANDROOM, some played cards/gambled, some played other games! we got one of the most shocking calls ever, like totally unexpected. like when we realised what was happening we were like wtf?!? yups, but no details, you know means you know. me and suzanne cabbed to harbourfront. went to cut hair. at first it's damn nice, now it's flicking OUT, which makes it damn wierd.
that's ALLLLL. i think my blogskin is kinda rather screwed.but i can't be bothered to fix it.
3A!!!!!!!

i want to post. and don't at the same time.
nco thing yesterday. met alicia, suzanne, haein, janice, joy, alexis at newton. cause i missed the train. O.o then went to eat/ drink some stuff. went to bus stop to go t ccab. saw micheal there. we were all like walking away to leave him with alexis. alicia wanted to jump into the drain. and said there was a tortoise in it. i don't believe her. bussed to ccab. twice. cause we THOUGHT we were on the wrong bus, so alight at the next stop. in the end we were on the right bus. so waited for another one. got there. no more seats left, so sat on the floor. saw the bms and all standing there alr. didn't see jasmine at first.
but yeah.. performances, marching, mace twirling, etc. uber cool. others took some pics/ videos. we screamed abit. but our empress blossom didn't hear us, even though we screamed when she was just a few metres away. but jasmine, who was forever away, did. joy randomly screamed jasmine a couple of times. in the no way will she hear you way. haha. then finished. went for hugs, congratz, pics, playing. saw kdy walking past, so nudged alicia's drum, which was on her shoulder. then she went OI don't push lah, v heavy leh! so i left it at that. in the end she couldn't find him. haha. she even mistakenly used another term to call him with other people, who didn't know who it was.
another big big embarrassment. she totally didn't recognize ben lam. cause she wanted to tease suzanne, so wanted to find him. she went over to the barker boys there, stood there for a while, then turned away and went, EH WHERE IS BEN LAM AH? when he was standing like opposite her in the group. i kept quiet.hah. in the end she found out was like BUT HE DON'T LOOK LIKE BEN LAM! ah freaking hilarious. like she never see him before w/o glasses or something. in the end she apologized to him. kinda. ah bloody hilarious lah. afterwards went to the audi place to wait for blossom and jasmine. alicia helped clean blossom's court shoe of mud. me and suzanne walked off first. then walk walk walk, saw someone she was looking for. so tried to call her. no answer, so went to find her. told her got "smth important". but guess what, when she saw the person, was like turn head in another direction and went EH WHERE"S THE MRT AH? stupid. so bloody obvious want to avoid. then walked out. we played abit. ALMOST did drills. but didn't .shouted some random drum rhythm for marching. alicia and alexis said great job, congratz to random people. thought about eating dinner with barker. but not allowed. but in the end we ended up at the same place. different level though. hah. then alicia saw and played peekaboo with this small boy arnd 3 years old. she was like why isn't he 13-14 years older. O.o
the boy looks kinda like ben lam. eyes bigger, but generally yes. we were like what if he really called ben? haha. in the end he left. sad. suzanne thinks the boy doesn't look like though. it's just her being in denial.alicia said congratz to some random person, turns out was the wrong one. he kept looking at her wierd after that.hah afterwards took suzanne's dad's car home. it's super cool. it can CALL. omg. cars shouldn't do that. and we were like got game? got internet? haha. but yeah. then homed, watched tv and slept on the couch. woke up at 3am and went to bedroom. and slept till who knows when.

Let's do a quiz I found!!
1. PICK OUT A SCAR YOU HAVE, AND EXPLAIN HOW YOU GOT IT.
chin. i fell in the bathroom.

2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
paint.

3. WHAT DOES YOUR PHONE LOOK LIKE?
scratched, black, not too good condition.

4. WHAT MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO?
whatever i like

5. WHAT IS YOUR CURRENT DESKTOP PICTURE?
ouran. cause it's the only one large enough.

6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
go overseas for band

7. WHAT TIME WERE YOU BORN?
6-7 at night

8. ARE YOUR PARENTS STILL TOGETHER?
are yours?

9. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO?
the computer humming, myself typing

10. DO YOU GET SCARED OF THE DARK?
after scary movie/ story. sometimes

11. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY?
thinks....can't remember.

12. WHAT KIND OF HAIR/EYE COLOR DO YOU LIKE ON THE SAME SEX.
depends on the person. like i wouldn't be a great fan of a plantinum blonde ASIAN. but in general, brunette and green eyes!

13. DO YOU LIKE PAINKILLERS?
don't even remember taking them much

14. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINKS?
starbucks coffee

15. FAVE PIZZA TOPPING?
mushrooms, or ham, or cheese,

16 IF YOU COULD EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
pasta

17. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU MADE MAD?
brother for being the ass he is

18. DO YOU SPEAK ANOTHER LANGUAGE?
chinese, french, german, cantonese. oh, i speak ga-ga language with my cousins too!

19. WHAT WAS THE LAST GIFT SOMEONE GAVE YOU?
suzanne's sticks. i think

20. DO YOU LIKE SOMEONE?
not in that way.

21.ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED?
not that i've realised

22. FAVORITE FRIEND?
favourite or best? it's a fine line between. so no answer

23. WHAT'S YOUR DREAM CAR?
something that will save me from SG's great pollution i know will be there by the time i have the money to buy it.

24. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING?
the human brain works by itself. if you can't control emotions, you wouldn't know

25. SAY A NUMBER FROM 1-100.
55

26. BLONDE OR BRUNETTE?
brunette..

27. WHAT IS THE ONE PHONE NUMBER THAT SHOWS UP ON YOUR PHONE THE MOST?
call or sms? either way. not sure. alicia or suzanne probably.

28. WHAT ANNOYS YOU MOST?
my brother. bad grades. procrastination on my part.

29. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF THE U.K.?
um. I don't live there in the first place, so yes?

30. YOUR WEAKNESS?
procrastinate.

31. WHAT WAS THE LAST GIFT YOU GAVE?
mel's ss501 cards.

32. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVOURITE HOLIDAY?
no idea.

33. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
not personally. heard people do it, joined in maybe

34. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE THIS?
photoshopping to pics together.

35. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST?
grades/ height. except grades don't apply any more

36. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF ALCOHOL BECAME ILLEGAL?
think the government just went mad. how else do you think people are bribed.

37. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
lots and lots.

38. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
not that i know of.

39. DO YOU WISH ON STARS?
nope. no stars anyway.

40. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
usually no.

41. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE VEGETABLE?
lots! haha. that sounds wierd.

42. ANY BAD HABITS?
tell me about it

43. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING CD ON THE SHELF?
i don't even buy them

44. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
yup.

45. HAVE YOU EVER TOLD A SECRET YOU SWORE NOT TO TELL?
not that i recall

46. DO LOOKS MATTER?
now yes.

47. HOW DO YOU RELEASE YOUR ANGER?
depends on th person/ thing it's about.

48. WHERE IS YOUR SECOND HOME?
grandma house, as many section mates would know.

49. DO YOU TRUST OTHERS EASILY?
okay luh

50. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVOURITE TOY WHEN YOU WERE LITTLE?
probably barbie.

51. ARE YOU AFRAID OF GROWING UP?
isn't everyone?

52. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
i guess.

53. ARE YOU RELIGIOUS?
nope

54. DO YOU GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS?
when they aren't favouring a certain someone

55. WHAT IS THE MOST PAIN YOU HAVE EVER EXPERIENCED?
can't remember

56. DO YOU UN-TIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
nope

57. LAST THING YOU SPILLED?
uh...no idea

58. DO YOU HAVE ANY PETS?
pathetic little fish

59. FAVOURITE COLOURS?
purple, turquoise, silver. those non extreme stuff. blends!

60. WHAT'S THE LAST BOOK YOU READ?
some book from rezwana called lust

61. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
depends

62. WHAT'S YOUR DREAM VACATION?
france!

63. LAST THING YOU ATE/DRANK?
yakult

64. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
mum

65. DO YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT?
maybe. i'll tell you if i ever experience it.

66. FAVOURITE DRINK?
apple!

67. FAVOURITE ZODIAC SIGN?
leo. mine

68. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE SPORT?
no clue

69. WHAT IS YOUR HAIR COLOR?
dark brown

70. EYE COLOUR?
dark brown

71. TALL OR SHORT?
tall!

72.SIBLINGS?
idiot of a brother

73. FAVOURITE MONTH?
july

74. DO YOU LIKE SUSHI?
yups

75. LAST THING YOU WATCHED?
some show on cable

76. FAVOURITE DAY OF THE YEAR?
25 july!!!

77. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT?
never tried

78. SUMMER OR WINTER?
winter

79. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS?
relationships

80. WHO IS THE MOST LIKELY TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
depends

81. WHO IS LEAST LIKELY TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
the one who doesn't see this

82. IS ANYONE IN LOVE WITH YOU?
ask them, why me?

83. BIGGEST FEAR(S)
lots, but nothing is coming to me. height, too fast moving stuff, etc

84. LOUD OR QUIET?
quiet mostly

85. FAVOURITE MOVIE?
it changes every 5 movies or smth

86. IN THE PAST YEAR, HAVE YOU MET SOMEONE WHO HAS CHANGED YOUR LIFE?
MAYBEE

87. HAVE YOU EVER REJECTED SOMEONE'S CALL ON PURPOSE?
have you? i'm guilty of it

88. FACEBOOK OR MYSPACE?
facebook.

89. MORNING OR NIGHT?
depends on th day, and what you want to do

90. DO YOU SPEND YOUR LIFE ON FACEBOOK?
nope

91. DESCRIBE YOURSELF IN ONE WORD?
tired

92. DREAM JOB?
no ambitions, sorry

93. DO YOU BELIEVE IN AFTERLIFE?
for some people maybe it exists.

94. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF MARRIAGE?
typical behaviour of a couple in love

95. HAVE YOU DONE SOMETHING YOU REGRETTED IN THE PAST YEAR?
who hasn't?

96. IS THERE SOMEONE YOU WANT TO BE WITH RIGHT NOW?
my bed

97. IF YOU COULD GET PLASTIC SURGERY, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
why does it have to be plastic? would you believe me if i said it would be to like make myself shorter? no, and i wouldnt do it in the first place

98. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU WATCHED A MOVIE WITH?
family.

99. WHAT WAS IT?
uh. coffin. didn't finish it

100. TAG 10 PEOPLE!

1. do you want to?
2. the one who is considering
3. the one who doesn't mind
4. the one who hates this
5. the one who would love to.

B.oR.eD

ah..i dk what to post about. it's only 3 days to end of school. 2d will no longer be the same class. but i'm sure the time we had is bound to have had an impact on all of us.
band is blah this week. okay.. mostly thurs and monday, cause NO CONDUCTORS. yes, it should mean celebrate, BUT... it means mostly boring. cause it's just run throughs, alot of warmups ans stuff like that. but they're back.hah.
mel's Os started alr. i wonder if she's still K obsessed.
we're being told to come up with design for perc tee. in one day. jeez. i have something luh, but it's not exactly fabulous. anyway we never said we wanted tee. they just told us. i still want perc jacket. omg. one year alr since we mentioned it. arghh.
i want/ need to save money.
there's class outing. it's gna be damn ex.
oh and nat b mentioned about meeting up during the hols. bet everyone changed.
i want t cut my hair very DRASTICALLY. but in fact, don't really dare. zz. scared look wierd. jacob and alicia are proof that even a trim can go rather wrong. well they have bangs but it's no excuse.
i'm eating alot of fast food these days. crap.

frk

its done. a new blogskin is up. don't love it. not much effort to edit it. crapp. i like the skyway avenue one now, but cant use it. why? its the one used in perc blog. i just HAVE to like blogskins i editted but can't use. the background is super boring for this one. plain white.
http://www.blogskins.com/apply.php?sid=128149&action=Preview
i like this one, but not the background. it's wierd.
http://www.blogskins.com/apply.php?sid=164637&action=Preview
i like this alot,but the tables run all over the place. so can't use
crapcxz, this sucks. someone get me a nice nice blogskin. header pic, non navi, kinda artsy/abstract/collage/ non dark colours. i'm mostly bored on navi stuff. cause it's troublesome to click here and there anyway. dark stuff too, it's drab. freak. i only took this one cause it was one of the best i shortlisted. the other nice ones were ones for bands i don't listen to, like paramore and mcr. great. and others are abit tooo girly, with models everywhere. great.
i'm no fan of the fonts either.

screwed

yes my blogskin is screwed right now i lost all th coding. i'm looking for a skin now. so shut up and move on until its done

i have no idea why i don't actually listen to korean songs but those i hear i familiar to me. thanks uh jacob. keep blasting luh.
nothing much, or rather don't want. exams over. i'm worried as hell.
i want alot of stuffs. but no money t afford. someone make me promise myself i won't touch my bank money again for the year. sure break the promise one.

my abstract vid! i'm damn proud of if cause i went through at least 80 youtube vids to find suitable ones. seriously.
i'm trying t find stuff t add to perc blog right now. everyone else has dissapeared off the face of the blog, what else can i do?
i want to watch a new anime. but not bothered enough to look for it. tried reading th manga, got distracted after a few chapters. ah well.

kindle

i bloody hell got A for french despite
-not going for a few weeks of classes
-not going homework for a whole semester or smth, which counts as a percentage
-doing not so good for the second half of my EOY paper
and that equates to 72/73. since when does that happen? wasted th afternoon anyway, made us watch a movie.
i want a kindle! ereader! hah. maybe not. unless i can bookmark pages or smth. but whatever. it costs a few hundred bucks anyway.
everyone emo-ed today. okay so not.
went macs again. used up my allowance.... alicia emo-ed, jess emo-ed. jacob,sabrina and i played with coffee by adding as much sugar as possible into it. jacob says there's too much sugar in her. i think her sweat's gonna be sweet in that case. have ants crawling on her.
math paper was okay. not freak die bad. okay. can cope. maybe not A,but i don't think will fail. last paper tmr.yay.
i think going t sch myself just lets me know more new songs,cause i'll listen to the radio. =P
i wanna change blogsong. can' t be bothered.
OH OH OH OH OH, perc blog has new skin!!!!

it's been forever since i last posted.whatever. i'm in half shock. today paper/my paper featured tokio hotel's new album at the new album section.i'm in shock for that. it say's they're known as the band with the something something haired lead singer. zzz.
exams in like 2 day's time? not mugging.someone murder me before i do it myself. i hate that i procrastinate and know it but still can't get it in myself to do revision. SHITZ.
alot of stuffs going on. subject combi survey. i took the one with AMath,SSGeog, Pure Lit, Chem,Bio. 8 subjects.

gasp

i finally saw ris low's video. no i'm not slow,i got enough info from newspapers to know she sounded....i dunno. and she does.like i can't understand her much. i think she talks a LITTLE bit like xiaxue. in the almost seem like got accent way.haha.
i'm gonna fail pass ACE all my exams okay.i swear. it's called the power of th human mind.




i want black skinnies.anyone want to sponsor?hah,jk

dumb HBl

i swear i hate HBL.it's pointless and dumb.i have better things to do, like GOING TO SCHOOL TO REALLY STUDY. totally ineffective. and guess what i failed the physics test.i got like 11.expected.
feedback is NOT ENOUGH TIME.
hello people want to EAT. to go out a few hours. TO NOT SPEND THEIR DAY AT THE COMPUTER. it's called hastening how fast students become blind. theory. a student spends 6.5hours at school for studies. why is it that she has to spend close to double that ON THE COMPUTER for a not so good result that we could have gotten AT SCHOOL. and for that i mean students who don't speed through things and students who don't just do HBL. i want to go band. band is a better way to use 3 hours, thanks. thing totally wasnt helpful. must rush out rubbish for show. why cannot extend longer for us to do at the pace we usually would at school?

overrated

i think chris and fann are overrated and act like they are half their age and how everyone fawns over them is irritating.
today,morning was SUCK. sure IT PW was fine, sorted some stuff out,nothing much. then all went DOWN HILL. but first trace back to..assembly.
remember pet rocket? remember we had an odd number due to someone's abscence ALL the time? this person will be... B.just cause i don't want to use A. hate me.
B never turned up for training. i think she never knew when our competition was, or which categories we participated in. the rest of us came whenever we could, and had to bring the rather heavy rockets home before the competition. woke up early to get to the place on a bloody weekend. got effort right?forked out time right? what about B? no? yup. but that's no longer the point.
assembly. going up for pet rocket prize presentation. found out B's name was on the list. mind you BEFORE this, like during training, already told teacher just don't include her name if she doesnt come, otherwise won't she get credit for going to a competition she never went to,or prepared for? so we went to tell teacher not to include, she didnt come anyway. but teacher.let's call him C. C still includes B. whatever. this stupid thing ALMOST involved Mrs Wong who was going up the podium, now i wish it had, she would have said something reasonable and she would be taken seriously,unlike us who are just said to be ungrateful and undeserving of what we got.we got irritated that we put in effort and get something, B does not but gets the exact same thing.sounds wrong right? prize, whatever. it's just some dumb cert that isnt even official. over it. C just HAD to bring it up, during LESSON. WHEN WE SHOULD BE REVISING.
goes all about us being ungrateful, come fr the drinks, ignoring him, not caring, etc etc. for most of this i'm like WTH? ungrateful. how ah? did we say C was rubbish cause we didnt win or smth? No. come for the drinks. eh sorry, we never even ASKED for it. C offered it to us. we didn't even finish it. ignoring him,not caring. sorry, i don't feel we did. all students ignore people at times. don't you? C ignored us too right? freak. then went all about some of us don't deserve it either, and that we don't know who helped in like behind the scenes etc. sorry, we only ever complained about B getting the cert cause she never came, we never said we deserve it MORE, we said she doesnt deserve it. FINE LINE BETWEEN THE TWO THANKS. then went about as long as have participation can alr. hah, BIGGG loophole here. PARTICIPATION. hello, self contradiction much? want to see attendance sheet for the training? i'm sure one row beside one name is empty. yea i've missed some trainings fr french, but i'm not the only one to say B never came. everyone did.
whole thing went on for like 5-10 minutes. rolled my eyes ALOT. thought it was total crap. unjustified rubbish.
I'm sorry if you think this is rubbish too,but guess what? i don't think i made something up. i don't think i insulted anyone. no libel thanks. all my opinions. wanna get me? go get all those people who debate yeah? don't their opinions differ too? and sorry, but somehow i think those who know this would agree.

VE was boring.somth about a tapeworm. i already knew smth about how they eat stuff in your intestine before,so not very gross or anything. chinese was abit blah. math was boring. walked to tiong, jess bussed. O.o bought ice cream.PEANUT! me loves. jess arrived before us, but i think it was super hot in the bus with no ventilation anyway. went mrt station wait fr jess while she roamed tiong,not sure what she was doing. then trained home.
tmr's e-learning.i wanna curl up and sleep,but CANT.stupid french paper too.

chinese orals.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEL! 16TH! ALL TH BEST FR Os!
i super regret getting into the stock taking fr perc. stupid jacket.i just had to leave it there. pe was okay. hah, i can ROLL. LOL, back from when i was in france,took SOME gym. lisi is P.R.O
chinese was boring.usual. recess, lit,eng, math. usual stuffs. i can't remember math formulas.
sch dismissed. smth v traumatic happened. NO I WON'T TELL. and alice/ jacob/ anyone else who saw, shush. not my fault, i dk why like that. it's not a thing of mine.
chinese orals was nerve wracking. kept stopping to try and breath properly and go at a nice pace. but conversation wasn't bad. went macs with lisi mel jacob alicia. talked abit. lisi is paranoid about having 20% fat in her body. zzz,but she's not FAT. mel reminds me of stephanie, larger than life? haha.
shut up about what happened, esp you alicia, you keep going on about it.
oh and i'm officially....according to danii, a HORSE. haha. alicia's a BLACK goldfish, jacob's a siberian husky, cheryl is a urang utan, kirthana is a chimpanzee, jamie is a mouse. that's all i remember. haha.

th dollmaster

i'm irritated btw at yuri for telling us an entire M18 movie.korean one no less.about DOLLS.the day of our performance.

A DEAD WEEK

one week of little/no updates.ah well.here is abit then.though i can't remember much.
botanic garden performance was FUNN! if the telling off afterwards wasn't. not going to elaborate much. then dinner with cousins and family.monday,holiday,nothing much. tuesday,still not much.
wednesday.mrs h told us,or more the people who scribbled dumb stuff on the board dumb,stupid,stone-hearted,etc etc people.lit ms koh not around.but she gave us an assignment on some poem on singapore.everyone was like how to do?including me okay,i wrote alot of rubbish. then english.art.continued sketching.hah!detail! jacob was talking about the octopus i drew and started singing some random song about it. THEN,when she drew her turtle,she kept calling it an octopus.haha,serves you right. and i kept reminding her everytime she called it an octopus.when she didnt,she would be like HA,i never say wrongly.it's super strange,everytime i type jacob's name i think of a BOY.it's not surprising.it's kinda rare that a girl has a name derived from jacob and likes going by jacob AND is tomboy-ish,AND this entire jacob thing kinda clashes with the twilight jacob.it's a subconcious thing. moving on.then had english orals with mrs gan.abit scary,but not too bad lah.i think i ramble on at times but when i'm stuck,i'm S.T.U.C.K. really.then went bandroom at around 3,still not open.zzz.told them about my topic. then when bandroom open helped suzanne with stock taking. afterwards homed.
thursday music did the radio script.chinese did mock paper.blah.not much.went science fiesta.abit boring for me. after school prepped for PET rocket.then we were like WTF.no sec1s.those who stay back,wasnt for the competition,so we went to ask them to go,fr a while.mainly 1d and another class,the joseph house one. i would say yay 1d,but their ego(some at least) is damn ginormous. esp th tall tall one.everyone agrees.played around a bit.i miss getting wet man.was FUN getting splashed.some sec 1 said who was the idiot who invented this.we were like wth???it's fun! afterwards packed up,mr wong treat to peach ice blend.
fri founders day. jess and jacob fooled around while walking there.saw a damn big dead rat near radin mas pri the basket ball court.gross much? then th mass.okay luh.not very exciting. jess kept sleeping.kirthana nudged her awake sometimes. sini and lisi are super shocked that my dad's in th airforce.haha.not pilot or anyth.
went back.ate donut and other stuff.no one came fr english.phy was fun,we used this gadget thingo to test reaction time.i think it isnt accurate.HA.some one got 0 ms.pro.
then went grandma house,ate,then 3.30 left fr french orals. was early,but no one else there except fr the guy being tested. after that was me.sigh... the teacher looked like my chinese teacher in france,shen laoshi. so was kinda freaky. esp since old chinese tcher's french sucked and this one's was damn good.i rambled a bit,then got some awkward moments.=P then went back. went popular with bren. then slept.ALOT. and kena wounded by yuzhe's toenail,which was damn sharp.now got scratch on my foot. the kind with some scabs okay. celebrated mel's birthday abit,my only reason to walk out the room,sans glasses.mainly just kept lying there until my dad said to go home alr.
done.

i REALLY want to rant and rant about rubbish announced today but i have to go to sch myself tmr,so i can't sleep too late.otherwise i'll fall asleep using the machines at D&T. point is, we were told to do something that complete contradicts the point of doing it,or even wanting to do it. forced to do smth meant to be out of own free will and coming from your own heart,not your pocket you don't feel like emptying,esp on people you don't t know,if you could spend it on yrself.
i got my jacket back.band file is still thrown in a corner.
eng orals sucked.i think mrs gan is okay.but i still think i could do better. i wanna come home tmr to revise fr french and read vanilla ice from th start.its super confusing.
har,VK 54 will be out tmr,with all those comments that are nice to read.yay.not out on onemanga,meaning i don't wait extra just to read comments that refer back to past chappies.

band file

my band file really dissapeared! i guess the band room is a really good place to lock random things that came alive and tagged on your blog. like an amulet.
i wanna make more photoshop brushes for paper.but i cant..damn you internet!!

kinda rather boring

today mostly blah. math was able to cope.(sigh ms wong still wants me t get tuition). history was abit funny at th start. then got more serious. lit was on this poem about death. i think its nice,i want someone to turn it into a song.unless they alr did and th song is nice.english was blah,prac oral with xiulin.art was okay. did sketching again.
kelly's chinese is apparently crappy. in the don't understand at all crappy. MEL,if you read this,i'm telling you that i now certify you as just more comfortable with english.really.
chinese teahouse thing. kinda fun. talked more to xc and ednes. i didnt have problem with them luh,just someone else. see demo,watched some wierd vid and brew tea ourselves! i didnt really,but yeah. alicia wants to bring kelly and jess wants to bring jasmine.haha. then blah blah. walked to outram mrt.cassandra was stalking th chinese teacher.haha,then he walked damn fast.and at traffic light he like jumped when she appeared next to him.super hilariousss.i was further behind luh,but its still super funny. cass kept calling th teacher.
met with jess's jasmine at the station.apparently i'm taller. zzz.my height is abnormal,okay? it's not nice to compare.
stopped at redhill,saw shirlyn.she bussed home,i walk. did some of my cd stuff.not much though...but yeah. the cover and one song sheet. i dont have th lyrics for others. smsed alicia to come online.i think she's on the phone with kelly.AGAIN.

hi band file

hi retarded band file. i never said you were psychotic,i said your comments were.see the difference? and btw,i found you alr,shuttup now cause we all know th band room has no internet for you to access.yes, you're now locked up in the band room.
internet died for like forever.don't blame me,i tried to get it back on.
alicia's obsessed with kelly.but now she wants a new name for kelly,cause it reminds her of kelly tang, th syf composer. recap of what happened? trace backkkk
last week.
monday.band. then watched where got ghost with alicia suzanne and sabrina. was nice. haha,but kinda scary.
tuesday no band,slacked at home.
wednesday band,thursday band,friday band. did ensemble stuffs. going t do love story dance,but cancelled.
now now now we have like lack of percussionists. yes i know, GASP.but whatever manz.we still rocks like no other section does.
we have some problems in th section now...but whatever.again
oh kelly is super dumb. she thought i was suzanne and it wasnt until like these few days that she realised it.seriously. my impression of her is not good anymore. really.

TH

hah,i found out that tokio hotel has a new single out, or at least a music video,automastisch or automatic in english.but my dumbass com refuses to play any sound whatsoever, speakers or headphones, so i can't do anything. because its dumb to watch a video without hearing th song. but the lyrics are nice.
Automatic
Automatic

You're automatic,
And your heart's like an engine
I die with every beat
You're automatic,
And your voice is electric
Why do I still believe?

It's automatic
Everywhere in your letter
A lie that makes me bleed
It's automatic
When you say things get better
But they never...

There's no real love in you
There's no real love in you
There's no real love in you
Why do I keep loving you

It's automatic,
Counting cars on a crossroad
They come and go like you
It's automatic,
Watching faces I don't know
Erase the face of you

It's automatic
Systematic
So traumatic
You're automatic

There's no real love in you
There's no real love in you
There's no real love in you
Why do I keep loving you

Automatic
Automatic
Automatic
Automatic

Each step you make
Each breath you take
Your heart. Your soul.
Remote-controlled
This life is so sick
You're automatic to me

(Love in you)
(Love in you)
There's no real love in you
There's no real love in you

There's no real love in you
There's no real love in you
There's no real love in you
Why do I keep loving you?

Automatic
(There's no real)
Automatic
(Love in you)
Automatic
(Why do I)
Automatic
(Keep loving you?)
Automatic...

every single song is emo.but whatever. this is a fake long post. bill's hair is a lot longer and is let down, and tom dyed his hair black. i think both look wierd. prefers their look as 16 year olds.

fickle

i think it's bad to be fickle. like me, i now seem to prefer lighter toned blogskins again. DIE.
but i have no reason to change this one. i'll wait until at least end of the month before i give in to any temptation.god knows how long it has been since i changed to this one, not that long. for people who read this and hear me thinking of changing blogskin or asking you to help me find. tell me t wait until end of th month. patience is a virtue. hah,i said that t shirlyn once, can't remember why alr.

retarded

okay, i just recalled smth from who knows how long ago. it's damn hilarious,at least t me.
you know how some shampoos are for specific hair types? i remember once, i think with mel, seeing this shampoo that said FOR DAMAGED/DRY HAIR. and we were like, so if we use this we'll get this kind of hair??
funny how it can mean two completely different things.
yup i'm being completely retarded. you can't blame me for seeing an ad for DAMAGED HAIR,can you?





i saw about 5 tags from alicia in about a minute. but i have nothing much to post really. and i don't feel like posting about ms wong's "talk" with me either.it's not for the world to know,but for you to find out.deal with it.

crab flower club

went t watch the crab flower club ytd. i think its nice. but i frgot all their names alr. except liuliu? i think...haha
was gna give alicia ride, but she called and said she was with 2 other people coming later or smth. haha, and i guessed right. it was damn obvious,i just waited. then the two other people came while i was going there and alicia was on the phone with me th whole time cause she say very awkward. haha. was telling her to be her normal, loud, talkative,spastic self.
got there.5 people share table for four. squeezed with alicia and grace. alicia was right, XXX looks super different. YYY looks the same? haha. played a prank on suzanne. told her got her bf with us, asked who's her bf? she said US.haha,so sweet.but we passed the phone t XXX.don't dare talk, pass to YYY. haha. damn hilarious. the whole thing went, HELLO? HELLO? HELLO? mainly. in the end suzanne kup the phone. and sent me and alicia msg. fr alicia it went along the lines of ALICIA I WILL FING KILL YOU. for me a bit less, JIAHUI I WILL KILL YOU. haha. SUPPPERRR hilarious. laughed and laughed and laughed. then alicia was high again. XXX and YYY started mixing coke and chilli with chocolate sundae. gross much? alicia was saying how she suddenly felt very mature. like hello, remember the ice spitting episode?
talked abit,until about 2.10 or so, then XXX and YYY left to go meet friends. we went fr crab flower. ms koh was LATEEE. for at least 20 mins. we all complained to her.
watched play.it was nice luh, but don't really get it.only 5 actresses in the play,but i was like thinking, how they memorize all those lines? 1.5 hours, WITHOUT interval leh. i will die luh. like tv actors can have the director cut after every scene and have dk how many shots luh,but play cannot. must be perfect. the story line was interesting,but i couldn't get th moral of the story. not really at least. was sitting beside ms koh. kept hearing her chuckle , phone vibrate, she type sms. haha.
after play went t take picture. then went down, where danii weixin and mel wanted to take. haha. then we saw the actresses? danii said one looks like me, at least frm afar. i'm like where got? haha.
then went t find food with grace alicia and sonia. they ate abit, then we went fr neoprints. funnn.haha.
then homed, or at least tried to, cause i couldnt find th bus. so i took 32 to commonwealth, cause i know there got at least 147. then took 147 frm there, then mum called, asked me where i was, told me i overshot, and asked me to go down NOW. so right now i was at queenstown macs there, have yet to see any area that LOOKS near my great grandma hse. then got super pissed, cause 7++ alr, damn tired. then dad called and asked THEN HOW? i was like THEN WHAT? i just go home can anot? run up and down for like an HOUR and now you're saying i overshot the stop? like i blind or STM like that, cannot recognise a place i've been to at least 50 times. i mean, two other cousins stay nearby, within walking distance,I CAN RECOGNISE TYVM. so homed, pissed like hell. on aircon, watch tv, painted art. then SLEPT.

freakk

i cant access my blog.like i really can't.some stupid freehostedscripts website pops up. some one helpppp







actually,i googled abit and fixed it myself.yay me

i want t post,at the same time cant be bothered.so i think i will.short.
pe was ok,chinese talked alot? recess normal.lit was okay. english okay. maths abit boring. i did horribly fr eng thanks to missing CA. damn. but lit is NICE! haha. topped class okay.. and on the paper ms koh put AS USUAL,when i scored 21/25. HAHA. my flyer,despite being incredibly dull, got 17!if only i scored better fr class test, then can scrape 80 alr.
band,tiring. sectional drills fr a bit. sweat like crazy fr some reason. didnt do much, eliz was training sec 1s,cause they like gaobudong like that. as in most of the seniors agree our sec 1s abit blur and like stone yeah? maybe cause syf they not familiar,but yeah. like fr winter of right. i wanna siao alr. didnt have score with me,then sec1s all stoning,nvr play. then i only one to play accessories. zzz. only managed abit of triangle and sleigh bells. thank goodness stephanie came to help aft her part ended,otherwise DIE. hello the score consists of at least 8 instru or so? and it's ONE score. so yeah.
i'm kinda broke this week. die alr.cannot go arcade or anything.
i'm very apprehensive about our concert thingo. abit like YAY,public performance, nice songs! yeah, totally,but it's also the about 10 songs within 3 weeks thing.
oh and me and janice totally couldnt find conductor scores today. still had to reach behind piano somemore. ms tan kept going like got cockroach and termites. bandrm got termite infestation AGAIN. at the new stands there...gross luh. and its next to the scores cupboard.
when we move to new school i wanna revamp the whole cupboard. like make it ALPHABETICAL. maybe give librairians a week or so. then all the scores in order etc. cause now like very messy. then no conductor scores. one whole set of scores is MIA. want find also diff.


i think i wanna lose weight. 5 kg. and gain muscle mass. very FLABBY now. i want my more fit body backkkk. my left leg is abit cramped right now from drills 8 hours ago.

i'm bored.
i want someone to change band blogskin. seriously. boring.
no one is blogging much, except maybe mel .
photocopied scores fr section today. 120+ papers? when the auntie took it out i was like !?!? later not enough money with me then die. but in the end less than 5 bucks.
i'm rewatching twilight! its loading damn slow. i realised i frgot about alot of stuff that happened.
no success with trying t download some band songs we're playing. like NONE. no professional recordings or anything
on a side note, vk 53 is out. fr that i just love sagakure for translating the entire thing into english and posting it, with sidenotes. it's not even out on onemanga yet.
i think kaito looks like shiki/rido. haha. the messy hair and dark look. or maybe yagari.
i'm still bored.
i realised i dont log on t msn anymore.just cant be bothered to press the login button.haha
i want t save money. or people to give me money. 50 bucks and i wont feel guilty for the less than desired amount of money in my bank acc. then i can slowly use it up again. havent touched it since pet rocket.
whoops i just remembered prize giving tmr fr pet rocket. but whatever.no prize anyway.
and fridays we're gna start school later? at 8? explaination on letter is rubbish. is report BY 8 or assembly is AT 8 or what?
i think i lost my boston brass form. damnit.
i'm gna stop here now.

alot of stuff going on today. morning tried sewing dress. not much success,but managed t complete. then music was okay. chinese okay. but got punishment fr not bringing up txtbk. recess chionged design journal like siao. cos some stuff missing and must cut and paste.but it worked out luh. almost no time fr recess. alicia kept telling me t go eat first.
presentation was good? different frm other grps,but i think it was okay luh. the dress looked nice from th front.the back was horrendous. literally.cos alot of folds and creases. looked kind tribal at first when jess put in on? we were like OMG? in th toilet. then alicia made jess put her shirt back on. in th end turned out well. people said that our stuff was well made? like th can go out kind. but jess was super hot inside pls. cos sticky and is plastic. i told people can wear those thin dress underneath, also t cover up, cos they say can see thru. told chanel grp that SEXY what... haha
i think it worked out well luh. fair enough.math was ok.explained stuff to rezwana.
bio was abit blah? ms wong went home. mr ng guohui took over. i think he is nice. haha. cos he explained sme physics stuff to us. we all crowded arnd to see. tmr got phy practical what. then yeah.
band was siao. i need photocopy scores. i wanna go crazy. ppl all go to me fr scores. like really. all JIAHUI! can give me score for XXX? can give me irecommend? etc etc. while perc was sorting all our scores out. can die one lor. at first only me steph yuri. sec ones practicing. then we have like 15 songs? did until like 5? in th end no time prac before we run through a bit. steph most pitiful. she go drumset then like cannot manage at first. but since she's pro. she could after a while. haha. some songs are nice. then homed luh aft band. what else.

crapp

oh shitz.my band file dissapeared. not in band rm, i thought maybe left at home. not at home i thought chucked in class.but now not in class. DIE DIE DIE. if you're the wierdo who took it fr some reason, pls give back,not like we play th same parts anyway.i want it back. its file checking on thurs.
we have 8 songs to play. crapppz.
i hate people who give short notices. like curl where we sacrifice 2 weekends when we could sleep in to go, and if they say NO CIP HOURS, I DON"T CARE. i'm gna be freaking mad. at least give us the hours we gave right? if we give 10, then they donwan give us the hours will be unfair what right?
ah..evth is piling up like nobody's business.shitz.

perfection

i realised, that perfection is completely subjective. something, like say a pair of jeans might be "perfect" on someone and be completely crap on someone else. you may think something is perfect but others may think it is full of flaws. nothing is perfect. name one thing that is absolute and that everyone will agree with. there's no such thing. even science laws are constantly being challenged. the earth isnt perfect, the sun isnt, humans arent. only the extent of appreciation towards smt determines how perfect it is in someone's eyes. if you hate it, it sucks, if you love it, its perfect. rather ironic, no? but perfection is still something everyone wants, they want perfect grades, perfect life, perfect EVERYTHING, except it can't be achieved. it might be perfect to them, but nothing close to perfect to someone else. this subjectiveness is also the reason for conflict isnt it? some think a certain thing is good, others think it isnt. everything is subjective really. in my world, even the most used equation cannot be perfect, that's why people challenge it. and because humans arent perfect,what are the chances of them creating smt that is? just because it works and gives you a logical answer doesnt mean its the best equation to do so. yeah, i don't have the best equation either, and i live my live using these equations i just called imperfect. but does it make me wrong for saying so? no. i'm not perfect either.
wow this is random and wow this sounds cheem.

i think blogger cheats people into thinking their blog posts are not as long as they really are. my super long one just a few posts down is proof. it didnt seem that long as i was typing it, seriously. look here, this one is only 3 lines long, on th blog itself it isnt.

a way to voice feelings

i feel like dedications.but since its 10.15 on a sunday night i won't.i need to get up early tmr to pack my bag and make smth t eat. strangely,cough medicine seems to make me more awake, so i stopped taking it.
i read one entire manga within an hour while juggling 2 others. guess how. its a 3 chapter series. 7th period is a secret.its sweet. haha,but super short.i wish the storyline could develop further.
reading the other 2 now.meine liebe and love celeb. really slow with th latter,cause it loads slowly fr some reason. less than chap 3?
meine liebe is okay.a bit fantasy-ish though. tried 2 pages or something of dear school gang leader.hate the drawing style and story seemed boring,so stopped.and the harem thing is a bit to disturbing. in the sense of a girl stuck in a school with 850 boys or smth. so pretty retarded sounding.
crap its 10.20 alr.and freak there's pe tmr.
i want vk 53 to come out.its due next week. on the 20 something or so. hope sagakure gets it out. haha, i love her comments after every page. makes you think more about it, esp with her craze with vk and knowing just about everything that happened.
my dad owes me 30 bucks.i'm gna take and put in bank account. i wanna save 50 bucks within 2 months. to chuck in again bank account. i refuse to take any more money out alr. to people who read this, remind me when i'm tempted to when i'm broke. who owes me money again?gimme back, its gna go somewhere to accumulate.

whoops

sorry for the annoyingly long post that takes up lots of space. i didnt realise until i checked. not my fault i like to keep saying things until i think i got my point across. maybe its the reason for my lit grades. or maybe its because of lit. who cares. this is short, to make up for the digustingly long one.
i got black toenails now! haha, thanks t aunt fr treating me and mel. i swear some stuff is super ticklish.
there's a chip off one of the nails though...and i'm super not used to it yet, just seeing the black. but black is always the new black.so whatever

dddeaddd and fed up

i realised no one seems to blog anymore.now its usually mel.even i'm not blogging as much. oh whatever.
chinese paper was okay. finished in half the time or so?
lit paper was tiring.the area between thumb and index freaking cramped up as i was frantically writing my last parag within the last minute or so. wanted to go crazy.might have repeated myself or smth,but the length itself looks fine.
had a class discussion about the class. like woah, seriously intense okay.i swear i thought weixin looked/sounded like she was on verge of tears.
the entire heated discussion stemmed from a certain teacher complaining to the chairperson.
like, in the whole class, except for just one person, everyone had valid reason not to go fr the hockey game. and like, its not like we hate hockey or anything, or that we didn't celebrate along with the school when we did win. believe me, when i saw on fb and msn on stc winning,i was like, HAH, stc hockey rocks man.and we're girls too.
but like, most people in class think that th sch pampers hockey to no end. when it's their finals, wah, sup shiok, one period off fr th whole school, buses provided TO and FRO the stadium, etc etc. but say performing arts? well because i am frm performing arts grp and i dont know about other ccas. performing arts, syf day itself. no one knows unless people from that particular cca tells them, or when they go missing fr the day or smth. when they achieve say , a gold, everyone's like yay,congratz.end. they don't really go like woah..XXX cca is super pro, i'm super proud of whatever hard work they put in.
if they don't do well, like fr band, people are like, yeah, ok, whatever. they don't go like hey for all the effort they put in, what they actually got doesnt matter half as much as the bonds formed, or hey, they stayed back till 8, came back on saturdays, they worked super hard, and go like jiayou or smth. they go walao, prac until like that still cannot achieve, they very suck hor.
it's stuff like this that doesnt really help keep our morals up does it? they say they support us, but once the results are out and it isnt what they want the support seems to dissapear.
niche sport. that's cool. we all know everyone in stc is proud of our hockey and floorball team. but the other ccas? no one seems to care. we don't know when tennis finals, or bowling finals, or track and field finals are. its just like performing arts. only hockey seems to count. yeah, niche sport, but does it mean the other ccas dont matter anymore? it's like everyone knows theres so and so cca, but no one cares about it until the results are announced in sch fr their recent competition. yeah thanks man. thanks fr the support. so much that there's only one bloody working snare drum in the bandroom that has a stand so short that most of our perc cant play it.
who ever said 2d has the best attitude? the best EQ? the best behaviour? because a whole ton of people think so. teachers think so the most, and keep trying to hammer it into our brains, so much that i think, sometimes,we do it just to prove you wrong. yeah we have the highest PSLE scores, yeah we are supposed to be the best of the best in the school. but hey, since when did grades equate into behaviour? if you research a bit, not all the geniuses in the world did fantastic in school. albet einstein is a great example. he was a bit loony in fact, but you cant deny that when you say his name, the first think people think about him is, genius, crazy or not.
i mean, as long as we maintain our grades, is anything affected?no. even if we don't, do we affect you in anyway? no, you can carry on with your life, taking it as just another trouble class in your teaching life. a teacher goes through so many, why is it that we seem that much worse behaved just because we supposedly are smarter? why is it that people keep comparing us to other classes? one of the things we hate the most? complaining, comparing. always saying you should be better than this, other classes are better already. well, sorry, have you had your mother nag before and you just hated it and wanted to ask her to shut up? imagine that, but with different people. maybe its because its said so much that we just comply. nagging is supposed to be for your own good isnt it? but saying oh other classes are better than you so much maybe gets it drilled into our heads so we no longer want to try, prove you right for all we care. really, for all you said, all the stuff that makes us want to scream and say shut up, that's us, its none of your business, maybe its you that made us this way.
each class is different, some classes have a clique issue, some an attitude issue, some have a noise issue, some have a grades issue, some dont have an issue. as someone who has been there, done that? instead of constantly telling us our problems, why not telling us why you think we are like that? how we can change? but really, it still might not help.
we're teens for goodness sake. don't most, if not all teens have issues? don't they want to comply with their peers? well we are a class, and we do comply with our classmates? we learn to laugh along with our classmate's antics, joke with them, have fun with them. we're sorry if its at the wrong time, the teacher isnt around and as good, fun loving teens, we don't have much of an intention to sit down, silent as a mouse and read a textbook while we hear the cricket. sorry, it doesnt happen anymore, sorry to burst your bubble. even if we do that, we probably arent reading textbooks anyway. in a good, or at least better light, you can call it class bonding, or learning to express yourself. yeah its kinda forcing it, but i do think its kinda true. if not for all th noise we make and all the talking in class, laughing, sleeping, we wouldnt be the two dee we are now would we? imagine us sitting serenely at our tables, our classmates no longer in sight, answers and questions are all model answers and questions, and say danii doesnt make a sound, like she's xiulin or something. no one's eyes glazes over even during the most boring lesson ever, no one falls asleep. wouldnt every teacher love that? yeah, i bet they would, but that wouldnt be a class ,it would be robots. cliques would exist anymore, during recess, everyone sits in REGISTER ORDER. canteen queues are two straight parallel lines. everyone is just a perfect little student who does what she is asked to. if you want that, go to some parallel universe to find it, you won't find it easily.
maybe it's just a case of excessive stereotyping and teacher just LOVING their model students after all.
and hey, if you managed to read th post without stopping, you're good.

damn sickness

i hate being sick,esp on two very impt days. doctors are paranoid to give 2 days mc for cough. medicine sucks anyway.freakkk.and i cant go sch tmr for d&t. i'm gna be murdered.

trying too hard

i swear singapore tries way to hard during NDP.th stuff they put out is either fr foreigners or people who have never seen NDP celebration before. show off their army,airforce,navy, celebrities,EVERYTHING! and this is coming not even an hour since it started. like th pledge moment thing can only have 3 results that everyone knows. everyone is super patriotic and does it, or everyone scoffs at it and continues their life for the next 30 seconds until it ends and scoffs again, or some people do it, some people scoff and some people have no idea what is going on despite all the publicity. th entire celebration,IMHO, is pretty much a big waster of resources. in the sense that like the SAF people only bring out their planes and all that stuff for ndp? sure, it means that SG is at peace,but it does not strike a chord with me in most ways. in the sense that its like the whole thing is for show or smt? like SG is trying desperately to prove itself to the rest of th world. seriously, i think we make our point enough without the great big deal of bringing a couple hundred men to march and sing.sure its damn power to go on for any period of time like that but still.
one thing i like right now, is the perc.haha.but i want a drum solo.not just real pro sounding rolling. right now the rhythm doesnt sound very hard. th cymbals sound super light too! i'm not sure if its good or bad though.the drills are nice too,except i think they space their feet wierdly when marching,like in a V shape.
the what will you defend bit shows only about 5 girls. yeah thanks uh, girls cant defend much right? the world can continue without girls right? continue on until the last guy dies and there is no one left to give birth t kids and the world population dies out yeah? thanks alot man, girls mean that much. yeah i totally get it now. thats why you set aside so many girls schools isnt it?
ohkay, that just came to me.but since it sounds nice, i'll keep it there.
i just realised, singapore is one of the only countries that celebrates their national day so much is because it is small. not meant offensively.but you know the planes thing? in other countries, say malaysia, maybe only a city or two would see it, otherwise WAYY to much fuel would be wasted. and for passes to ndp itself, its like a random thing right? fr people who sign up. in countries like malaysia, with a much larger population, i think people would be screaming and rioting because so many people would never get th chance to go. unless they built a stage the size of a city. but again, a waste of resources.
i'm gna stop this post here. maybe continue a new one later??

uh okay.why are th songs played like NON SPOREAN? american much?

and th little kids thing.are those jobs the only ones available in SG? pity isnt it then?

th handsigners look like zombies due to the lighting. like really they do. like with blood on their face.

um, are those balloon hearts gna end up in the sea and spend a century or two trying to decompose? great idea. or at least to cut down th balloon numbers