freak

i realised smt super shocking.
overall,in terms of important subjects.my english grade is like 2nd lowest.english,my best subject.
crap.how am i gna survive like this!therefore i conclude:
summaries are incredibly unnecessary parts in exams as they never help to pull grades up,only down.
and i'm super duper sure a good few people agree with me for this term's summary.cause the passage was super damn not nice and confusing and BORING.
turns out it was mr ng that chose it.huh.it's not that surprising that he chose smth like this pls.
actually both passage also nt very catchy,like you'll rmbr it super well or anything.but yeah. i officially hate caricatures and all that rubbish.it confuses ppl.
crap luh....why couldnt i just get a nice,safe, A2 fr th paper,i would have been satisfied.it doesnt take much.all i had t do was not fail summary,get a average of about 14-15 and my A2 would be assured!damnn....
oh whatever.i'm gna buck up and go fr th teach during th hols on how t do summary.hah.

i'm rereading VK again!hah.i stopped for a couple of months cause they took forever t upload. now i'm starting from where i left off again.and i still support zeroyuki.kaname is still super boring.hah.i prefer pairings with guys that don't announce their love t the world.aka tamaki/kaname. super boring okay...although the world knows tamaki WILL end up with haruhi.and the world also knows that zero won't be left behind.hah.cause he needs yuki more. and guess what?it's INCEST if yuki and kaname are tgt.okay.i admit that i do support SOME sibling couples,but pls,i'm talking about TWINS!hah,like zeroichiru and hikarukaoru. brother sister incest is just wrong.it's like morihuni.it's just WIERD.
oh i think shiki is hot.and i think it's intentional cause he's meant t be a model.but whatever.
I.DONT.LIKE.KANAME.AT.ALL.
i swear chapt 49 is SUPER implied.damn you kaname.
omg i sound like some squealing fangirl.take note.I AM NOT.

stcb blog!

HAH!i'm now entitled t linking new band blog!cause quite a few souls know alrd!and 4 souls tagged!so i'm gna link!just did.hah.
stc-band.bs.com!!
i'm damn super proud of it.cause i editted the html thingos.photoshop ROCKS okay.no photoshop,no personalised band blogskin.and actually,no credit needs t be given t the blogskinner for the skin,basecodes only.hah.
i'm gna put up perc blog too!
perc-obsession.bs.com
got distracted for like,an hour.
i dont want tmr t come.i wanna sleep more!

oh andi'm considering taking pure lit,just cause i did like,QUITE well for it.at least for my standards,and most of 2d's.haha
sounds kinda hard though.
not sure about pure science anymore.later do badly how?
jeez,it's a few good months away and i'm worrying now.
i hope ptc will go well,srsly.plus i want my yearbook kay...
oh and i want my artefact back t put in bandroom. i'm gna get someone with nice nice handwriting t help me write a star in every musician/percussionist. hah.no time t do so on th day itself.
i'm damn proud of myself fr getting 31 for it,esp cos it was finished,mostly,on the day itself where i had to stick th stars together.and they kept slidding off and all,and i had t use normal UHU glue.

pet rocket instructors=2d,but our grp doesnt get t touch 1d.so sad.hah.but whatever.i'm worried that i'll forget how t do.

glow-in the dark stars rock!

happy or not?

i have things to be happy about,and vice versa.
my grades are relatively good.except fr EL and MATHS where i want t die.
EL-68, cause i failed my freaking summary,i dropped a grade.
CL-71,i think.listening pull me up.16,haha
Science- 75,omg so close 43 chem,32 phy
MATH-62,cause i scored 26 for paper 2,damn
Geog-78,or so rezwana says,cause i forgot.hah.
Lit-78,omg pls?i scored 21 for passage based.topped th class!
D&T- 81,i THINK.no idea alrd.high enough t be in top 5,cause i scored 31 for artefact.go stars!hah
that's all i think.
my conclusion is as long as you do super well,as in 90+ in any one subject,it doesnt really matter for your average if you fail smth else.
freak,some people score 30+ for math and others can score 90+.stupid smart asses.
then there's th more unhappy stuff.not THAT unhappy,just not satisfied.
WAIT.THIS IS SMTH ABOUT MY THOUGHTS ON CERTAIN THINGS AND PPL MAY NOT AGREE,SO WILL YOU PL SCROLL T TH BOTTOM OF TH POST FIRST?
band blog dont allow tagboard.like why???people wan ask qns how?and pls,i think about half the sec 2 band ppl,those who check band blog frequently,can say for sure that band blog is one of th few ways to have very frequent updates.look at th current one.no mention of syf or anything,even the results or new committee.so yeah.jeez.and spamming uh...there's a SPAM BLOCKING SYSTEM ON CBOX!haha,i checked,just being curious.anyway ACSB band blog has a tagboard.so yeah.not very fair in my opinion luh.
linking t other schs not allowed.this one i can think of reason.we cant link all the bands in SG,so why seem biased and link only some?though i think linking like "related bands" is acceptable,like kentridge ,damai and ACSB.

cut thru t smth else.band ytd was th most boring,EVER.we did nothing.i tried t learn how t set up audio stuff,and didnt really succeed.we tried t teach the sec1s not that much improvement. th lack of accent is bothering me.oops.like when i was in sec 1 i played accents well,but still,now i'm used t accents.basically it was 3 hours of almost nothing.and somehow i dont feel really enthu about playing la storia.don't ask,it's just a feeling i get about why it was chosen.
in case sme people think this is like a protest/insult t whatever decisions is made,IT"S NOT.
it's my OWN opinions on a certain matter.want to tell me off.DON'T.my thoughts are fully justified and there IS a point there.if you don't want t read,then dont.i don't want t take blame for smth that really isnt a fault.puh-lease,band is a big part of my life.if i stop posting about,a large chunk of posts will dissapear.and i HATE little posts.so yeah.WHATEVER.

shit

exams are finally over,and i think summary freak pulled me down.just cos i failed my summary,badly. my grade dropped from a supposed 72 to a 68!or smth like that.a seven mark diff somewhere.shit.irfanah and rezwana did well though.damn..i dont wanna lose me first in EL placing.
chinese was fine.not counting listening i got 70 i think,cos i dk what i got fr it.must do well,i dont want a repeat of summary.jeez.
took care of baby alll day.wahh damn tired.
math paper 1 was good lo.i can even check back and be super sure at least 5 are correct.hah.cos some is cannot check back wat.
oh yeah.since exams are over and no one seems t know,who knows when band is gna restart?

wait...

on a second,distant thought.i realise some people may not realise which wedding it is and why celebrities are there.
hint: it's the most talked about one recently,th one with like 1000 guests. =P
if you still don't get it,i think you're living under a rock

hah

let's see...trace back.today's boring so i wont post.
i'll post about..MONDAY!yay!!big big day.cakey and wedding!omg so fat.
met alicia and jacob at station.wet alrd cause it was raining and i was TRYING t run.
ate lunch,didnt finish cos not hungry,decided t start on cake.alicia screwed th first one.
yup first one,thank god i still have sponge cake mix left over.you wan go her blog read,dunt feel like typing all the details out.spilled quite some stuff transporting th cream filled cake at first,but after it went it th freezer it SOLIDIFIED.so it worked out okay.
then wedding!hah,7-8 celebrity shots.
lesson learnt-wedding dinners don't always have ALOT of food,even though i didnt starve,and china ppl can be really cheena.yup yup,好事成双.omg.since when did it have a link with taking photos?
arrived at 7+,took some shots,wait for kit.
he didnt break the dress code!cause his mum nagged and he wore the EXACT SAME THING AS HIS DAD.i noticed that midway through dinner.hah.
dinner!haha,shots.
first course was sadly,not shark's fin,some kiwi thing.quite nice.heh.
then some chicken essence thing with scallop dumpling and mushrooms.best course man.soup rocks.somewhere arnd this time mel decided t find/stalk DYT.hahah.he went in th wrong direction t th toilet!hah.we talk t him in eng,he respond COMPLETELY in chinese. O.o
shots shots shots!
dessert was yum,tiramisu rocks.
should i post pictures?only if people ask.hah.

cakey!

lessons were fine.phy test was okay,except i completely screwed up one question.
went kfc fr lunch.th ENTIRE table was super high okay.they're laughing for very random reasons,esp fiona.jacob now has 3 nicknames, 小白，小白脸 and 小红 when she's blushing. that's just wierd,like really.then after all the very high-ness,went t buy ingredients fr th cake.ntuc seriously overprices their whipping cream pls. one small 200ml carton 4.55,we go baking shop buy 1litre 5.60 or smth only.lucky i convinced them that ntuc doesnt have much.so go jurong there buy.fiona left at commonwealth,then sheryl left at jurong t take train back home.
at first cant find th place.stupid ppl put sign got 130,132,133, nvr put 134.then address wrong smore,we go find 01-11 or smth,then me and alicia was like standing and like huh?then saw this guy holding bags from th store,so continue walking.by this time , jacob and sabrina dissapeared alrd,into th store.
buy buy buy,couldnt find some stuff.anyhow choose some...blah blah, 27 bucks.so ex. =P
then go homey.and slept.cause baby wasnt arnd,hah,dun need t take care.

wedding!i dk what t wear.nothing formal in my cupboard.aunt says the dress code doesnt really apply t adults.but then...me,mel and kit saw on th magazine that...uh oh...DONT WEAR JEANS OR SHORTS UNLESS ITS A BEACH WEDDING.then we're like omg,we wear jeans like so often pls.hah.i srsly dk what t wear.

heh

i hate her man.see her get irritated alrd.i'm not the only one.hah.i'm proud of myself.I BLOCKED HER.heh.whatever manzz..whatever.

on th other hand

on the other hand.thanks alot to the people who understood and said,hey,they were in the wrong, and they lost a good friend.you didnt think that it was me who made the entire thing happen,you stood by me.i really appreciate it,really.
thanks alot,even if you dont read this.♥

this is no normal post,it's a rant.and a rather long one too.you dont have to read it.


fck jealousy,srsly.there's NO other word for it. jealousy sucks,it stinks,and is just full out crap.
esp jealousy between friends.seriously,how jealous can you get?esp if it's just because the friend hangs out with another friend you don't really like.
i thought you guys had no prob with her.we talk often wad.in the end i still instinctively stay with you guys right?it's you who become paranoid and say i hang out with her too much,and decide that some other people are better,people that you criticised not that long ago.seriously,the irony in the entire thing.
so we stopped talking lah.see if i give a damn.seriously.last words? go ask your XXX lah,talk to her so much.what kind of crap is that.jealousy like that sucks,seriously.is there a problem with me having other friends that i also like alot?hmm,let's see,last time i remember,you guys liked them alot too.now you're trying to turn friends against each other.how nice.
problem started with one person,spread to the other.i dunno how,i dont know why. i thought you were understanding enough to know why i talk to her so much.hello.it's countless afternoons spent just talking cause we have nothing better to do! it's all the fun and games and jokes.it's called section unity,and if you don't get how you can continue being good/great friends out of your cca,your friends in the cca,DONT count as friends,esp if you like complaining non-stop about them whenever the subject is raised.i get it alright?! it's ten times more tolerable if you just get irritated or don't wanna talk about it much,not when you repeat the same things over and over again to get your point across and show your dissatisfaction. that just gets on people's nerves,esp when it has nothing whatsoever to do with them,hello! if i barely know the girl,am i supposed to nod my head and bitch with you about it? sorry,i don't bitch,not unless everything i say is justified and is the truth.if its not the truth,at most i'll listen, otherwise i'll tell you not to say stuff like that when it's not true. i'm that kind of person,and if you don't know that by now, kudos to you for knowing me so long and "being" my friend, seemingly.
i don't feel like pulling school into the subject,but yeah.you bitch about teachers too,ALL the time.even when they don't really have a fault. if it's for your own good,or if the teacher's just like that,or it cant be helped, its no reason to complain all the time.every single thing they do, you go,they suck as a teacher/some other mean stuff.hello,its not always the teacher's fault is it?some times it's yours.and you blame them for it?that's just unfair to them. even after i tell you to stop, you continue at the next period with them.gee,your hate really goes deep huh? you just cant let go of it huh?can't you forgive but no forget at most? some of these teachers are nice. so what, sometimes i want to sleep in their class, or don't want to listen to what they are saying, or talk a lot or something. but hey, at least try to respect them. so what if you dont like them. stop giving the stupid face and just keep complaining about how they are the worst teachers in the school.i refuse to accept this kind of rubbish,nitpicking about every little thing they do.if the class doesnt require much interaction,and only a few students occassionally ask questions,what's the big deal if th teacher leaves the room?not like you love the lessons and want t bombard the teacher with qns or smth,when was the last time you asked a question t the teacher anyway?
other person used to be fine,sure i sensed that you were not happy with XXX,still, i pretended to ignore it.alot of people have problems with their friend's friends. you talked to me more,and did not keep saying pointed remarks about her,still,you played a part in casting me away.you said go away. i dont care if it was a joke or not,that's what you said.and now you're trying t push the blame to me?well thanks alot ,but a lot of people know that i didnt do wrong. talking to other friends often is nothing wrong.you do it too.
clique was gna break apart,we knew it.still,that's a nice way to split the clique apart and get others to join.really,that was really nice of you.a really subtle way of showing your dissatisfaction,and if i'm not wrong,jealousy.
thanks a lot,seriously.

zzz

exams are coming and i'm doing like ZERO mugging.it's nagging at me,but i cant be bothered.
been blogskinning yesterday.but the blog for it is still...under covers.yeahp,not completed. and it's not mine.heh.
made brownie ytd,but it's super cakey.dont like,not melty chocolatey enough.
my parents said to ask my grandmother if i can go for THE wedding,cos maybe grandfather nt gg. i hope not. =P so i can go in his place.hah.
cakeee.i feel like making cake.ooh maybe for yq birthday...idk.cause it's the only one coming up soon.except my mum doesnt like me in the kitchen much.oh whatever.i sound like some cake freak.
i feel like eating whipped cream.!cause that's the best part of the cake.