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Monday, June 29, 2009

band is CANCELLED fr another week.oh damn...felt like doing drills.
599 cases of H1N1!!to think that 1st week of june hols we were saying there were only 11 cases or smth.
ah i'm bored.not as much work as i thought there would be.
i wanna make a DISGUSTOSCOPE!!haha
band room is closed,and i cant get my dnt project back.i'm being denied alot of stuff.hope it doesnt include a birthday celebration.
MIND YOU,IT'S 3 WEEKS FROM NOW!
oh blah.havent found song quotes yet.
i'll stop here.i'm gna sleep.

Thursday, June 25, 2009

added digital clock and put up my counter again!
from some old blogskin of mine.except it was hidden,so i did another one,visible!
i'm super bored. rewatching ouran,in english.the english is damn hilarious.esp the twins,kaoru sounds more girly than he should.
homework!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

change blogskin

sorreh fr the currently screwed bs.it's almost 2 in the morning and i wanna sleep
got sick of the old one,hope i don't get sick of this one too soon.
will clear up all the mumbo jumbo tmr.
someone recommend songs.like with 4 line verses.i want t change the fence thingo,its super irrelevant t me so yeah. i got some ideas,but not super sure yet.the song from which i take th quotes will be my blogsong.so yeah.

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

peekchure!


peekchure! haha.click click fr the actual size
photoshopped by yours truly.
this belongs t one of the later chapters.i think,when yuuki was gna leave with her brother. NOTE:BROTHER,nothing else,because it's incest and i don't support th pairing at all.
explain th piccie shall we? omg i'm like TALKING T MYSELF
it was damn difficult t colour,esp yuuki's hair.well,that was the only difficult part cause there are so many strands and as i started with a black white pic,the white part of her hair couldnt be coloured.obviously,i solved th problem.made her uniform slightly darker.cause it looks nicer that way.hah
don't ask why zero's shirt has a tint to it.i just coloured it out of randomness.doesn't look bad anyway.purplish is GOOD,cause people say he has violet/amethyst/whatever other shades close to purple eyes.so it's supposed t match his eyes?
for th words,i wanted it for another pic that i was gna use,but too small,so i settled for this pic t photoshop.
gradient is badly done,i know,cause i was staring at it trying t figure out what kinda of background to use.gradient seemed relevant.yuuki has the darker side,cause well,to me,she is kinda going over t the darker side.well,and maybe to zero too,according t what he said about killing all purebloods and stuff.actually most of th work not done by me.just colouring and abit of shading.
have another version w/o th gradient.but whatever.zero's shirt looks nicer to me with th gradient.colouring was hard,to find th correct shade.i think i might add a watermark in creditting to me.but i'm not too sure yet.i bet people will find a way t get rid of it anyway,and i don't really see the point.
i talk t myself alot in this blog,i figured.

baby cousin!

ahh!new baby cousin!20june09.exactly one month away from his brother!he's super small.i don't dare t carry..too used t yuzhe's size.
stupid hospital only allows 2 ppl in at once...so it's like BLAH..
no pics.just cause i forgot.
i wan school holidays t be extended,i'm stuck with some stuff...like really stuck.ah well.
nothing much.have t do science.but now band cancelled dk go where t do.oh yeah.have t ask alicia.
i figured that i alot of the posts here are SUPPOSED to be updates but turn into musings/rants/random stuff.

Monday, June 15, 2009

i (L) mango these days.and i have no idea why.for who knows how long i didnt eat mango much,even though i liked it and now i'm obsessed with mango fruit,ice blend and juice.
oh-kay that was random.
i'm reaching 200 posts soon!yay!

Friday, June 12, 2009

seriously

i have absolutely no idea why people think i'm upset. one reason i'm mad is cause you guys THINK i'm upset. puh-lease, i have a super strong stand against this okay, i don't give pointless arguments, and so i'm sure that i'm not in the wrong. nothing i said was, all facts, no lies, no pointless accusations.
and now i'm happier cause even their own class people disagree with some things they said. HAH. and no one actually disagreed with what i said, prooving my point.
oh damn.i keep posting about their stupid thing when i should just get over it and post about smth else.
let's see.i'm not doing homework.at all.jeez,what happened to my 2nd semester resolution. ah well, nevermind.
i finished th first season of the secret life of th american teenager.it's okay...not something worth fangirling for.at least for me.i don't like the way the couplings turned out. and i hate some people in th show.
trying t watch boys over flowers.looking fr th episodes now.hah.i totally figured out what each of the f4 are.from the OP.cause i had actually never seen th OP before. musician,entrepreneur, potter,and heir of some gigantic company thing.hah.missed half of episode three,so rewatching now.hah.小百脸,i wonder if that's where alicia got it from.

Saturday, June 6, 2009

PS.the pollution of air through th use of vulgarities was not by us.unless xxx is to be included into the picture.which i won't cause there's no proof whatsoever.none of the vulgarities said was by us. nevermind vulgarities,just insulting/gangster like remarks alone.all 2D did was reason,and that's a fact/

and it continues

now they're pushing all the blame t me. thanks alot,really appreciate th finger-pointing without an ounce,or even a milligramme of proof.
now they're saying that i started th conflict. who started saying come find us?who started giving attitude?not us.who started acting all pai kia in th first place?not us.who wrongfully pointed fingers at people fr "confessing"?STILL not us. so uhh..where's th crime again?
i have a question.when someone says smart,do you think books or street smarts?
when some one says successful in life,do you think they made it all the way up in good schools, with good grades,or by hurling profanities at wrongfully accussing people and making it seem like you're just a great person?
i think the first choice comes t mind,doesnt it?
dorky...hmm...i don't take it as insult,cause you mentioned "cause she's smart.".think about it,after uni,i have all the time in th world to be as cool/street smart/whatever seems t matter to you.but if you don't even make it t uni,and still want to be all those things,you're not gna match up are you?these days,like it always was,in school you study,or you might not have th chance as an adult.i know that i'm taking my chance to study now,and assure myself a proper place in soceity in th future,but you?i don't know...
th definition?
1. a stupid or ridiculous person; jerk; nerd.
i fully know that i'm not any of that.for now i don't mind being a nerd.it gets me somewhere,and somewhere good.ask anyone who knows me and they'll tell you i'm not unreasonable,in fact i reason with ALOT of stuff i think is wrong.which is what i tried to do,but NOOO,you just had to take it the bad way.like taking a compliment as a stab in th back. wow,that's just a great way of reading between the lines,so much that,the lines totally just morphed into insults in your mind,huh?
oh now i get it,why you can soo surely say that i confessed,as through i screamed it out fr th world to hear.i admitted to being th jiahui who tagged,but that's all.go ask my classmates,the two that were with me.they won't lie,they're councillors.
invisible...hmmm.i think it's cool being invisible.why do i have to be known throughthout the school anyway?as long as my reputation is good,i have good friends,my grades are good,who cares whether you know my name or not?you don't have to be opaque to stand out,they're way too many opaque people around.
interrupted you lives...let's go through th history shall we?
xxx tagged a few times,and then a flurry of tags arguing back come in.most pointing fingers at,and insulting 2D,so of course 2D has to take a stand,right?it's like what you did,except we actually tried to reason with facts.
and guess what?a couple of my tags were deleted.
oh,best class?i don't mind you saying so,everyone says their class is best.but best classes don't get into trouble do they?and for that i DO have proof of some one saying 2a is getting into more trouble.don't bother deleting it.
cowards.um.any proof it is us yet?none whatsoever,so just stop saying that.it's completely pointless
someone who wrote 2d is best class is some one who wants people to believe she's from 2d. anyway,since alot of teachers say,at least,2d is SUPPOSED to be th best class,isnt it best to say to 2d instead,of say,2c?mind you,i'm not saying it's 2c doing this,it's just cause 2c has similar grades and all.
and uhhh.hello,look closely,ARE we scolding 2a?not in the least,they are the ones insulting us. and deleting tags too,to make it look like 2d is not apologzing for whatever misunderstandings there were.but look at it this way,with so few tags now,we're barely intruding into your class life are we?
in no way whatsoever did i point fingers or make insulting remarks about people.i was just stating my thoughts on what is said.it just sounds self contradictory to me.it's just making a point,and nothing i said is a lie.read properly.you can argue all you want,my tagboard doesnt mind flooding.

Thursday, June 4, 2009

gross much?

this is short luh.but i just went t st joseph band blog.cos th link is on perc blog.and right,it says,t prevent spread of h1n1,percussions are not t LICK their fingers t roll on th tambourine .omg freaking gross pls.but it apparently works fr people t know that they lick their fingers t roll.but it sounds gross.later tambourine is wet wet one. *shudders*

heh

band blog is like revived.at last.and flooded w/ posts frm only one person.silea. and somehow i dont think many people know yet.i hope that me and alicia's skin can be used.cause the current one is SUPER boring t me.plus,its not updated.alicia says that silea nvr send her login so she cant do anything.ah well.we'll have t wait.
still irritated by THOSE people.keep making snide remarks.now want t say that our life lies in books.at least we have a better future.complete fact pls.
have t learn timpani recentl.fr blue ridge.it's okay..since i mostly follow snare.but some rhythm siao okay.keep changing timpani.
i realised that out of all the new 2b recruits.i only notice 2 coming regularly.dk what's their name. pls,i'm not even that familiar with my sec1s still wan go know more about other sections.
hah.i realised smth damn wierd.people dont always look like they belong in a certain cca.and nows its all the time.like some people dont look like sports/performing arts people.ah well.
nth much t say.class outing...
i'm gna change smth in my intro just t make a statement.hah.just to rebut those super sarcastic people.

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

fking liars

i'm expecting vulgar spamming on my blog.
damn loser can.say go find them in the end ownself come find.still wan say i don't look smart.
pls,ALOT of ppl say i don't look smart.who cares.your looks does not equate to yr brain power. albert einstein looked like a crazy person didnt he?
hah i cant imagine i'm linking myself t one of history's smartest people.
still wan say that they checked the IP address and that i'm xxx. well i'm telling you now.i just went through my history fr the 24th of april.i was NOT online at 4+.in fact,around that time i shld be at my grandma's house,since it's a friday.my history fr the day says that i spent over an hour looking fr cross stitch patterns.at 9PM.complete lie pls.
only 6 ppl turned up fr th summary thing.some people frgot.and had sports thingo.
in the end only 3 people fr lesson.but still.left at 12+


ps i'm not including the names of THOSE people or they just might blast me again. even if what i said is th truth.

Monday, June 1, 2009

damnit

fck.i won't allow my ranking t drop below 10 for EOY. if i do i'll murder myself.

must keep myself in top 5,or even top 3. otherwise i'll be a total failure t myself.like i wasnt already this semester. who drops close to 10 ranks in one shot?fck

damnit.i go any lower than what i already am and i'm a goner.my upper sec years are gna suck.

won't allow myself to go t a bad class.if i'm gna take combined,it's gna be a choice of my own over triple,and not because i couldnt make the grade fr triple.

will stop procrastinating and do more work during class time t pull up average grade.

won't allow a SINGLE C t affect my L1R4/L1R5.though it didnt this term,i wont allow it t happen.

will maximise A1s fr lower L1R5/L1R4,fewer A2s.

hand in work more often

do better fr class test so i won't drop a grade easily.

revise more before tests/exams.

stop taking band as an excuse t not do homework,esp maths.

take down more notes.

talk less in class

pay more attention in class

try t finish all homework on time

not let band affect studies but also not let studies affect band

minimize negativity on doing badly fr MYE

stop thinking i did badly.

XOXO

damnit but i actually did badly and it just fcking pisses me off whenever i think about all th people whose grades are suddenly much better than mine