damnit

fck.i won't allow my ranking t drop below 10 for EOY. if i do i'll murder myself.

must keep myself in top 5,or even top 3. otherwise i'll be a total failure t myself.like i wasnt already this semester. who drops close to 10 ranks in one shot?fck

damnit.i go any lower than what i already am and i'm a goner.my upper sec years are gna suck.

won't allow myself to go t a bad class.if i'm gna take combined,it's gna be a choice of my own over triple,and not because i couldnt make the grade fr triple.

will stop procrastinating and do more work during class time t pull up average grade.

won't allow a SINGLE C t affect my L1R4/L1R5.though it didnt this term,i wont allow it t happen.

will maximise A1s fr lower L1R5/L1R4,fewer A2s.

hand in work more often

do better fr class test so i won't drop a grade easily.

revise more before tests/exams.

stop taking band as an excuse t not do homework,esp maths.

take down more notes.

talk less in class

pay more attention in class

try t finish all homework on time

not let band affect studies but also not let studies affect band

minimize negativity on doing badly fr MYE

stop thinking i did badly.

XOXO

damnit but i actually did badly and it just fcking pisses me off whenever i think about all th people whose grades are suddenly much better than mine