inactive...

i'm being really inactive nowadays i think.at least i didnt post nice long posts during the hols when there are so many chances to.i'm tired,and bored.
got back lit and EL today.not bad/good. 18 for lit,22 for EL
EL CA1 final grade is 81.now alicia calls me a nerd.jeez,when i nearly fail so many subjects.
then mrs lee says WHO (the hell) gets 81 for EL in secondary school.and evbd just HAS to be like YA LUH!
=.=
band tday.missed drills cos having lunch.we were like scolded dunno how many times can.and sometimes is like we oso dk why luh.like we nvr play then kena scold.and i'm the kind to tune in more or less even when i'm doing smth else luh.i dont remember perc being called t play.
then warmups kena told off say must get out of comfort zone and stuff and me and alicia were like ZZZZ cos we were told not to play other section members parts?so kinda hard to leave comfort zone right?and like mallets is the most NON comfort zone for most of perc section,so unless they want the section t crowd there at warmups,kinda pointless.mallets is YURI's kingdom or smth.each of us play one thing best,we have those parts for syf,the only chance to switch is during warmups,but we're occassionally(at first luh) told to play our syf instruments. so its super contradicting.idk luh.we're like HUH?!? why liddat?so yeah.
talk from mr francis and mr wong.i'm NO fan of speeches,so yeah.encouraging and all..blah blah. content i dont feel like typing or even remembering right now.
i cant be bothered man.
SYF is like a week away!?!??!?!
contradiction just make people confused and sometimes mad,esp when its a contradiction in orders and stuff.
haiz.wtv.perc today super suay,evth oso scold scold scold.